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One’s loneliness

Friday, May 29th, 2009

One’s loneliness
Stroll, walk on the way home, get up light rain all over the world, I do not bring umbrella, flood cap spike at hair, enjoying the flavour of the rain slowly. It was bitterness at rainy night originally, saw the brilliantly illuminated small town, is listening to the bell from the distant place, satisfied

Light water depression to step on ground, clatter, clatter, clatter, let light water droplet sheltering from into my shoes silently

Stroke the transparent show window, is looking at the clothes beautiful in the show window silently, illusion I even can put on she one day, a beautiful one walk out, one’s own smiling stealthily, smiling, the show window gradually has the clothes to make fuzzily until seeing

Pass by city center lonely behind being flourishing, fallen leaf full, it steps on in above screech screech screech to be loud

See in the front look at path of end at one glance, mood lose like fallen leaf, the one that is whizzed and crossed nearby is vehicles of famous-brand car, they clamour and pass each other with me, let me can’t help being quiver, quiver

I am so tired and so tired, the rain is heavier and heavier too, let me not see the way ahead clearly, I have looked for a station to take shelter from the rain, I so cold and so cold, a unprecedented one cold, I tired I want, stop I want, go ahead in I, no matter it is looked around darkly that in the front is the brightness no matter succeed or looks around failing, I do not want to go down alone, fashionlife99

I squat in the corner, bury the head in the knee, take off Styri, tearing the heart and lungs must cry, nothing is more suitable than this one

I think I look like a child abandoned by the world, hide and sob in the dark corner, cry a bit on the strength as me, car come, get on the bus, the whole car have only I alone driver, it is so dark and so black, let me not see because I should get off there, according to feeling I have got off to come back home to open the door clearly, have lock the door, has slept

flower flowers in the dream as the dream

Friday, May 29th, 2009

There are flower flowers in the dream as the dream
Remembered it in the childhood, to oneself at that time, were always cherishing one ” The music ” Dream! See star those on TV, feel them to be very honourable, have magnificent very really! It is too because it influence by several brothers of family.,it come to like it sing too! Listening to BEYOND at first, Tan Yonglin’s song! At that time, it was only some recorders, showing tapes. Do not know the lyrics at all. Follow them to moan, moaning long can just sing! So has known some words!

Dream have flower spend, come have 5 as dream, six year old. Just begin to listen to Andy Liu’s song! Slowly, ” The idol ” Such a word is poured into one’s own brain! Begin these idols of blind worship from that time! Hear others speak ill of them sometimes, will be a little uncomfortable too in the heart! But that music in one’s own heart dreams of pitching in one’s own heart deeply! Always want to grow up in the future and become a singer like they too, a musician in other words! The dream is deducing in one’s own heart!

The state sustain, reach me 14 year old! With the increase of age, one’s own one grows up. How to analyze, but not totally ripe something has been understood too!  Not worshipping blindly like that in the past at least, it is known how to appraise a person, appraise one’s own idol! Having cancelled losing this dream of the music at the same time, thus it is a release pressure method of oneself to only regard singing as! The flower in a dream is so, it is in the once dream, it was false! Because has known that could not be realized by a kind of simple course when realizing this dream! Also there should be a lot of conditions! fashionlife99

After two years, become a bit more ripely than before oneself. Begin to think for oneself in the future, the pressure is unprecedented and large. Think for oneself, has combined every aspect! Begin to understand this society, come to like the news of seeing! Review the affairs in this world, see how the external world is. Have looked for some reference for one’s own plan!

After two years, oneself is 18 years old! The plan has been hit! Only waiting to implement! Have known the future difficulty oneself. In this circle, oneself is a protagonist, include the director, playwriter. Still part-time job audience. This is a person’s stage! Though at present, this future flower fair is generally full of unreal color as the dream. But believe this future flower will burst forth one day by oneself!

At Chinese lesson for today, know oneself on a sudden impulse, where root muscle pigeonhole, say do as mouth please ” There are flower flowers in the dream as the dream ” This sentence! Also think that there are idiots at first. Can think that has thought definitely, this can represent one’s own dream while as a child to the present ideal! Really but Israel! After a lot of years, much memory is baked in one’s own heart deeply! Oneself is big too, there should be one’s own responsibility! At this time, I breathed out the one breath! There are no others, only in order to relax down oneself! Wonder who can know how! It is a person’s exhalation at this moment! No people other either now! It is really like this

Besides, one sentence ” There are flower flowers in the dream as the dream ” !

There are flowers in the dream   The flower is as the dream

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